The red notebook
A lot has happened since the last time I wrote. It’s amazing the amount of experiences that the universe gives us every day and that can even pass us by inadvertently simply because we haven’t been aware enough. It was precisely to avoid these “leaks of life” that a few weeks ago I bought a red notebook to write down in real time, more or less remarkable events that are happening in my path. Sometimes it’s not so much concrete situations but thoughts that surprise you just as you cross a street or when you remember last night’s dream.
I pick up the thread again, which I scatter
The fact is that this notebook is a great tool to be able to be right now remembering with you what these weeks have been and, more specifically, how my treatment is developing. Hopefully what he explains can help or prevent those who unfortunately, or not to say “luckily”, can be faced with breast cancer. I don’t know if my experience can be useful for other types of cancer.
That’s blowing !, it’s been a pregnancy since it all started, it’s certainly been nine intense months in every way. To be short, I could describe him as physically tough and mentally strong. I don’t know if strength comes out of survival or if it comes standard, but I’m sure it can be worked on. In my case I would say that both circumstances have merged.
I remember that I already commented that I was doing radio after having completed a long cycle of chemotherapy sessions, well, I have already finished 25 consecutive days of abrasive radiotherapy yuhuuuuu !!! I bless the mysterious and intelligent Madame Curie for the contribution she made to us with her research work on radioactivity, but that doesn’t stop her from now also exclaiming for some other brilliant mind to find a way to heal. without literally leaving your skin. I am addicted to Aloe Vera and here I do not know who to thank. It doesn’t sound like Madame Vera to me, other than the most liberal, sensual and international Spanish actress of the transition. Surely she also has an aloe plant even in a corner of her J garden. I when I have my white house, there will be this shrub next to the olive grove and the aromatic ones. Four times a day I apply the pure juice of these leaves and feel the burning and tightness of the skin of the breasts and neckline, right now a volcano of red lava that expands under the arm and reminds me that I am in treatment. I had to complain about something, right ?, but anyone who reads me will think I’m a sick scam hahahaha. Do you see how there is no need to be scared or scared? It is also true that I personally have a great ability to erase from my memory what does not interest me or that has hurt me. Certainly, I am an expert in this “matter”. right now a red lava volcano that expands to under my arm and reminds me that I am in treatment. I had to complain about something, right ?, but anyone who reads me will think I’m a sick scam hahahaha. Do you see how there is no need to be scared or scared? It is also true that I personally have a great ability to erase from my memory what does not interest me or that has hurt me. Certainly, I am an expert in this “matter”. right now a red lava volcano that expands to under my arm and reminds me that I am in treatment. I had to complain about something, right ?, but anyone who reads me will think I’m a sick scam hahahaha. Do you see how there is no need to be scared or scared? It is also true that I personally have a great ability to erase from my memory what does not interest me or that has hurt me. Certainly, I am an expert in this “matter”.
Well, yes, the radio is over and now it is expected that in six weeks my skin will regenerate and look like never before! Everything our body renews, it does with brutal force. This is evidenced by my already populated eyebrows, long, dense eyelashes and my beloved, fluffy hair that already allows me to leave my backpack parked (I’ve never been able to call it a wig).
More good news…. After a week of tacos, tests, bone scans and long days of waiting to present the results to the doctor, it is confirmed that friendship and family are definitely healing !!! As you feel it, I’m from PM !!! First ITV completed past with good grade! Congratulations on your part, which is a lot! And here I could extend myself in ten thousand thanks, but I am so immensely fortunate that I would lack folios for writing names and surnames. Anyway this has been the year of friendship for me. I was unaware of the treasure I had and the great beauty of the men and women who are accompanying me in the process. They already know who they are and don’t need to feed their Ego with mentions or medals.
Next week begins the fourth phase: hormone therapy. Five years with a daily pill of hormones that will permanently stop the activity of my ovaries and consequently, more suffocation, irritability and some other disorder will come that I will be responsible for compensating with exercise, dinners of friends, dances morning and love, lots of love !!
And here I am, in the anteroom of my new life, happy to be able to make you five cents on everything and very grateful to feel so close to you!
Love U all!
Thank you, thank you, thank you and good health!
